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Random??? Still on losing steak.... Wa ha ha ha... So so so damn it curse it....
Having shit nt fr work but others....

feeling:
Ironic ironic, getting angry for no reason.
When 1 luv, 1 falls,
When 1 cry, 1 cheers,
When 1 wan, 1 reject,
When wan 1 needs, 1 deny,
When 1 desire, 1 contradict,
As much as i wan to but i just can't.

fatigue???? Or no?????

life is per normal tis few wks... Nothing much has happen...
But e dizzy spell keep coming to mi n it SUCK big time!!!
1st was @ zouk onli 3 shots plus beer...
2nd was @ viva onli a couple of macallan...
Man was tt bad!!!
For e last mth i was drinking more thn tis n nothing happen to mi.... Oh boy...
Lucky for mi aft viva i got a bed rd e corner :D
Tis realli SUCK big time i saY.
Oh well lucky thing for mi is tt i actually win in maj aft i lost for e past 6 mth...

curse it just ain't my luck.

Damn... Just brought a new white leather predo shoes n guess wad, e leather is being torn out by don noe wad. Damn. There goes my new shoes. Oh well. Consolation i did pass my traffic police today... ;-)
No gf so will concentrate all my might on my upcoming bike. My next bike = to my upcoming wife. Wa ha ha ha... Promise to bring eddie for a spin @ a higher spd. Wee wee...
Curse it... I really like my new shoe!
Life ain't tt bad, living happily everyday. No worries abt is going to happen... But e onli thing i m worried abt is still eddie. E way she wobble @ her hse still flashes vividly in my mind. Damn... Its nt tt i mind. But is tt i mind too much. Anyw must work hard in e upcoming few mth for my bike. ;-)

Counsel, studying

Went back to camp today to collect my text book. Damn, was e text bk thick n i must study n clear it within 2 wks.... Omg hw m i going to finish it????
Just went back to see my old trainee, guess wad saw 2 student wif depression. And my trainee who is an instructor nw can't do anything abt it...
So i suggest to help out. Talk n talk each last mi abt 1 hr man was i thirsty... 1 is like in e verge of split personality n 1 is too depress... Does army reallo made pple cranky... Seriously don noe cos nt on my count... But lucky for mi effort nt waste cos they actualli listen lucky for mi to b able to bring them back to path... But still there is more to b done. Hope both of them can actualli make it thru in their training.... Bless them...
Wonder hw eddie is doing??? Miss her...