Rave!!!

For e past 2 wk its like a killer... 2 ditch man sitting side by side @ viva... Both of us went there till broke! Not shitting any1 out there...
Oh well life still goes on nevertheless??? Rite?
Damn on a thur faithful nite. I call my dear nw. Damn tt a very bad move! End up being e target board wif mulitiple darts on mi... Chris n eddie??? Who wld though both wld gang up on mi... I can onli suck it up; pronto! DAMN!
1st time in mi life i haf nothing to say back!
Think it must haf been eddie. A person i seldom talk back to!
Wad to do... Just suck it up ROCKY!
Gosh. I'm always e 1 firing @ pple... Oh well there a 1st to everything. Rite :D
@ e maj table eddie ask mi whether i wana convert gay. Hmmm tt thot did came to my mind b4 but nevertheless i still got some 1 in mind so Naaaaa.... Its definite nt my ex or any of my ex... Its a person i nv open my mouth n tell her tt i wana b wif her. Thou i like her fr don noe since when???
I think it is mission impossible! But tt does nt matter... Wad matter most nw is everybody is living happily...
Aqua tt song : if onli i can turn back time.... Hai if tt can happen, hw wonderful wld tt b. Naaa dreaming of e impossible... But i still look toward e future. :D
Cos it is feel wif infinite possibility....

Crazy long nite!!!!!!!

Think abt it, i haf been going to viva for almost 2 wk. Damn tired. Every nite stranded over @ viva. Also don noe wad to do.... Sing song, talk cock. Hai... Eventually tis get alittle bit bored.
My poor little boy... Looking at her no doubt any1 wld find her pretty but when look beyond e shell, it sadden mi.... It neither haf e full of vibrant nor full of sorrow look... It like a trance...
Anyw, i still love her...
Playing majon tis yr is a killer, lose every time literally... It either more or less.
My life n luck is taking a dwn turn... Big 1!!!
Need to find more job... Must find back my life of working like a dog....

Furious unleash....

Anger haf been suppress,
Anger haf been released,
Anger haf been bottom up,
Yet it is still been released slowly,
It felt like a dormant volcano,
Don noe when will it erupt,
Don noe when will it subside.

Traffic police

Today is my traffic police day....
Damn sucky tt i fail but at e same time i don feel disappointed, in fact i feel relieve...
Don noe y....
Just push dwn a revo but guess wad found a better deal, a spec 2....
Too bad nt enough fund so might even abort tt plan.... Sad
Life is miserable w/o $$$....
Need to work more n earn lots of $$$...
Dreams need to b fulfill promise need to b fulfill...
Taking tis mth slow n steady...
Don noe y so many of my friend got together wif pple they don really love...
So damn IRONIC!!!
Oh well as long as they r happi, tt all it matter...
Another gd deal go dwn e drain...... Sad
Living as a human is gd yet a burden....
Life is full of anticipation n full of disappointment...
Moral of e story, don hope n u will stay happi...

all well end well

Nothing in tis world is perfect.
Wad i can hope for is tt she understand the meaning of : love torment n tolerate
Wad is nt urs u can't tk it away.
Wad is urs u can't ditch it away.
Hope things goes well for everybody.
Orginal e heart don't belong to mi.
Nt to mention nw.
Things happen so fast tt it is a real killer. N there is nothing any1 cld do abt it.
All well my little boy is doing well.