Dream Dream Dream

Suprising i actually dreamt of someone that i shouldn be dreaming of. Come to think of it, it is actually quite funny a year has passed and it actually occur in my stupid head WOW i say!!!!
anyw been thinking where is my eddie just couldn get a hold on her.... keep MIA on mi. WOMAN if u happen to read my blog called mi soon if i get cranky i might just go to your hse straight away. i miss u.

gloommyyyyy

i miss my ah yi lo mo...... Hw can she lve mi w/o seeing mi getting married... She promise mi...
I did promise myself tt i will nt tears.... But in the end its still beyond my ctrl....

Boozeeee

Can't realli rmb. But i think it sld b last sat. Celebrate my friend bday. We went 1819 to booze.... 1 martell n 5 jug of beer i think... As usual i took my bike dwn. Guess wad i was banned from riding hm b'cos of e liquor tt i drank. Damned it. N i m forced to tk cab hm.... It is realli wad e F...! Cab fare is damn ex! No shit shelocks. Next day morning i still haf to tk cab back to get my bike.... Damn! All of them sleeping like a pig @ hm n i still haf to work e whole day. E saddest pt is tt eddie is nt in sing. If nt i wldn haf to travel so much on e stupid cab. Hope eddie is haf ing lots of fun in HK.

Wad a mth

just cum to realise tt i haf been spending a few K a mth... Wad e f...
Oh boi tis truely is over spent...
Oh well wad comes ard goes ard...
Hai my new bike is coming out tis mth happpi.. but at e same time spend too much on e new bike! Tt for sure. Blew my pocket on it.... @ least e bike won't lve mi.... Tt for sure!

Alone:
When e sky is dark,
When e wind is strong,
When ray of hope seem dull,
When e mist cloud our vision,
When e path is full of uncertain,
When e time seem lost for all eternal,
Wad can i do,
Who can i seek,
Wad can b done,
Who is there,
Who is nt,
Who can i share my greive wif,
Who is there to share my burden,
I question,
Y is life miserable,
Y is life hard,
Y is life harsh,
Y life can't b in ctrl,
Y is there so much for mi to face,
Y is there a thousand and 1 y,
Yet 1 stood alone in e corner pondering.... Pondering.....
???????????????????????????????????
It makes 1 wonder y.

????

Random??? Still on losing steak.... Wa ha ha ha... So so so damn it curse it....
Having shit nt fr work but others....

feeling:
Ironic ironic, getting angry for no reason.
When 1 luv, 1 falls,
When 1 cry, 1 cheers,
When 1 wan, 1 reject,
When wan 1 needs, 1 deny,
When 1 desire, 1 contradict,
As much as i wan to but i just can't.

fatigue???? Or no?????

life is per normal tis few wks... Nothing much has happen...
But e dizzy spell keep coming to mi n it SUCK big time!!!
1st was @ zouk onli 3 shots plus beer...
2nd was @ viva onli a couple of macallan...
Man was tt bad!!!
For e last mth i was drinking more thn tis n nothing happen to mi.... Oh boy...
Lucky for mi aft viva i got a bed rd e corner :D
Tis realli SUCK big time i saY.
Oh well lucky thing for mi is tt i actually win in maj aft i lost for e past 6 mth...

curse it just ain't my luck.

Damn... Just brought a new white leather predo shoes n guess wad, e leather is being torn out by don noe wad. Damn. There goes my new shoes. Oh well. Consolation i did pass my traffic police today... ;-)
No gf so will concentrate all my might on my upcoming bike. My next bike = to my upcoming wife. Wa ha ha ha... Promise to bring eddie for a spin @ a higher spd. Wee wee...
Curse it... I really like my new shoe!
Life ain't tt bad, living happily everyday. No worries abt is going to happen... But e onli thing i m worried abt is still eddie. E way she wobble @ her hse still flashes vividly in my mind. Damn... Its nt tt i mind. But is tt i mind too much. Anyw must work hard in e upcoming few mth for my bike. ;-)